my heart will never be your home(wierd as poem)

my heart has fully recovered
i discovered someone better than you

every feeling you gave me
he gives it to me ten time more
your not in my mind or heart anymore
my heart no longer breaks
you were just one of my biggest mistakes

i can see myself loving him
he makes my heart beat faster

lets end this story tonight
promise me not with a fight
lets not get lost in the lust
i don't want our love to be distrust


you have to be joking
i'm once again heart broken
im having a heart time copping
but at the same time im hoping

i knew me and you were dying
but you aren't worth me crying
i wish i would say i was lying
you are just another attempt of trying

Amor eterno

Tu robaste mi corazon y mi soledad
Mi corazon todavia tiene curosiedad
Tu todavia eres el dueno de mi corazon
pero todas esas mentiras te alejaron

Sijo sufriendo que tu no estes
tatnto dolor por un adolocente
es mucho trabajo sijiendo amandote
solo quiero que el me abrazame

tarde or temprano esteremos juntos otravez mas
sola mente si el destino nos aceptans


sigo estando sola
esta tristesa sin ti la quiero abandonala

( still not finish, but dont plan on finish it anytime soon)

your history

I can finally say that you are the past
your just another outcast
your history
and i mean this dearly

I dont miss the words that you said
if you think i do, then your being mislead
I can sing to you
and tell you how happy i am too

I thought that their was no one better than you
But little did i knew
It was a challenge getting you out of my heart
its finally to move on and depart


i have no feelings for you
you did something to me that isnt cool
i cant like someone like i liked you
this makes me feel so blue

My heart will never be the same
this such a shame

hurt

My heart still aches,
what you had for me was so fake
the only thing that i could do was brake
spending all that time on us to make it work
but at the end you turned out to be another jerk

I got addicted to your lies
which ended up in cries
you fooled me
but now im free

you left a mark in my heart
that part i just cant forget
I dont think ill ever let my heart hurt again
my heart is already to stain

even though you caused me so much pain
you run like blood through my vains
i still have hope that you'll change
i still have faith that you'll come around
and hope the thought of you wont bring no more frowns


I don't know why i ever fell for you
i wish i had one clue
I wonder if you still think of me
or am i just another memorie washed up in the sea

<3

My walls are up again

so i let my guard down, but i should of know what made me special, and i actually liked you but im coming to realization that every guy is the same, correction everyones the same no one is faithful now a days.I let my guard down with this person, i trusted him, i thought he was different in the end i had to let him go before i got even more hurt,I refuse to put up with games. Now my heart is set to stone, and i never want to believe no human when it comes to anything close to love.

No love for me

I'm alone because im holding to something that never was and never will be.I still care for you and catch myself thinking about you. Its hard to forget someone so amazing like you.You gave me this feeling in my heart,something Ive never felt.You were why i smiled at random times, why i woke up in the morning, but for some reason i threw it all away acting without thinking about the consequences.When i was with him all i could think is about you, i was being unfair to myself i wanted you not him.I found the courange to say good bye to him and say hello to you again, but everything was not the same no more. When you told me that you were inlove, my heart was shattered into a dozen pieces. I wanted to go home and cry for years, my heart ached for days months and still aches unfornuetly.I want to say im over you, but saying it is one thing and being actually over you is another thing.Everything reminds me of you,I still have everything you gave me and i still have everything that reminds me of you,I dont want to let go, i dont want to move on but i think i should since you have.I cant look at someone else or like someone else because NO ONE compares to you.If i ever came close to loving someone it would be you.You are the reason why my heart is so cold, never again do i want to feel this way, then again i rather be loveless for ever if i dont have you in my heart, because nothing matters if i dont have you in my heart<3